I honestly didnt plan to fail at the very first hurdle like this, I looked at the list of areas covered and believed I could do each one

Training Parameters/Areas Covered:
CBT -ok

Nipple Torture - sure

Sissy Training - probably
Humiliation Training - hmm i'll try
Dildo training (oral) - oral's ok
Behavior Modification - not sure what's involved, seems ok
Chastity - I thought I could but years of wanking whenever I was turned on I couldn't alter.
Bondage and Restraint - why not

I'm annoyed with myself that I entered this with good intensions only to discover I have much less bottle than I hoped. I expected lesson 3 to be posted on monday and was gonna give my ass a good spanking tomorrow as per lesson 2 even though I'd decided I wouldn't see the lessons through. I'm still going to! Might post pics of that at least if you wish, I dread to think how many strokes I actually deserve if it's one per release, I can only guess. You can decide how many and with what if you like, if not I'll go with 50 with a ruler. Never tried spanking myself before, it's gonna be interesting.